Differences
- Surgery is still, running is moving. On Wednesday, I stood in the OR for probably 6-7 hours. I was able to go on a quick 3 mile run afterward, and it just felt so good to move. I love the stillness of the OR- it feels peaceful and controlled. And somehow the movement of running is also so peaceful and controlled.
- Surgery is measured in millliliters and cenitmeters; it feels good to do something afterward that's measured in miles.
- Surgery is completely for the benefit of someone else, and running is completely for my own benefit. I love that no one else benefits from me running. It's a completely selfish thing to do; which feels nice after doing what everyone else tells me to do, and doing it all for someone else's benefit.
- I love the preparation time before either starts (scrubbing in, or lacing up my shoes). There's a rhythm and routine to the preparation allows time to plan and focus on what's next.
- Great accomplishments in either are the results of a million little decisions to keep going, keep trying, keep pushing.
- My heart races.
That's the end of my attempt at insightfulness. Here's a silly picture. Danny dove head first over some bushes on Brown's campus. When I asked why, he said, "So that you'll remember me every time you see those bushes." Kinda romantic, kinda ridiculous. :-)
I shall think of him everytime I watch jeans tumbling in the dryer (which is what the picture reminds me of)
ReplyDeleteIs that picture from when we visited Brown with you?
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